I had previously told the forum that I was a painer since around age 26 but now when I look back it really started when I was 5 years old with a brief break in my late teens. My pain is related to... Endometriosis, Disc and nerve damage from a fall, Bladder pain from a botched surgery, Severe tailbone and bowel pain, Sciatica, Neck pain due to a broken neck, All over joint and muscle pain, Chronic constipation and belly pain. And I have probs with depression. That about wraps it up for now with the pain list,cept for a recent hernia repair that I tore out and it wont heal either and I am diabetic for the last year. I have been divorced for 6 years after a 13 year marriage and have one child, a daughter who is 27 years old. I am currently living with Jayson whom I met online right before my divorce and we are engaged,no time set for a wedding as I cant lose my medical benifits. Jayson is 15 years younger then me but we seem to get along pretty good,other then the usual ups and downs of a long term relasionship, Jayson has been here for me all along. I fell only 3 months after he moved here from St. Louis so alot to deal with at that time in a new romance. I have been coming here since about late June or so. Still kind of a newbie myself but learning the ropes. When I am not in bed or crying or taking care of kids I am helping take care of my Mother who lives a block from me and is 75 years old. I constantly worry about staying mobile enough to take care of Mom as she really has no one else.

On permanent disability

I love horror films and reading,mostly true crime stories. A big Ann Rule fan. I spend alot of time with my 4 grandkids and I dabble in crafts.